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Wednesday, August 29, 200710:30 PM
y0z. back to post blog le! today, i've gotten my last piece of my prelim results le. it's english paper 1! haha. got 36/60 ): sad la.. not A1. xD haha. nvm. anw, it had been a long time since i've pass my english :X haha. overall for english.. i've got 56.7%.. zzz.. -.-" nvm.. at least i've passed. ;p woot. if i keep this up during the 'N' level, i would be to get good grades and be back for sec5. haha.. depending on my other better results also of cus. haha. lols. i've even planned for my courses i'm taking in ITE if i failed to get through sec5.. lols. dun mind me.. i'm kinda pessimistic.. i don't always expect something good to happen everytime. haha. anw, the course i chosed wad digital animation.. i took my first try on pictures with GIF formats, the outcome wasn't that bad afterall. haha. at least i'm prepared for the worst, so that i wouldn't be so annoyed or depressed for my unpleasant results. anw, this is just predictions, so these aren't the facts so, no worries.. i'm not gonna give up my results that easily. xD haha. of cus i wanna go for poly, who doesn't..? ( talking about acad/tech classes only ) i'm not sure on what course i'm going to attend after poly.. anw, it's still quiet 'far' for me to think about that.. we've still got 'O' level to handle.. gosh.. live's complicated.. even inculding educating system... -.-" these days.. the drop of my hair increased! omg. x( i wonder what's happening to me.. cancer? haha. no lar.. :p jus now, i took a about 30 seconds to shake my hair.. more than 30 hair dropped.. o.O gosh.. ( i was bored.. so i counted it. lol. ) like abit kua zhang rite? x.x haha. scientist have found out that the average amount of hair drops is 80 hair per day.. but.. 30+ in 30 seconds?! wtf.. issit a little too much for 80 per day?? o.O?! lols. anw, wad if i really tio cancer..? i don't realli mean that drop hair means that person would have cancer.. would i be better..? i'll precious my daily life even better? haha. unlike now, i don't even care about my health.. what's happening to it? what goes in what goes out? i don't realli give a dam. what i cared was - 'i shuang jiu hao'. lols. for example.. like now, hair dropping.. lazy go see doctor.. very ma fan.. don't feel like going.. lols. hmm.. i wonder if you guys are like me? haha. :X saying the truth, i'm not afraid of dying.. if you wan me to jump off the building , i'll do it, but make sure you don't regret. LOL! i don't take life seriously, unlike others, they've their own roles to accomplish, but for me? nah.. nothing. haha. omg.. y am i saying about this? lol. it's like i'm gonna die any time right now. haha. ok ba.. i'll stop here. since i've not been posting my blog often, so here goes my 'long' post for the day. haha. cYa guys! good luck! (:
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Monday, August 27, 200711:37 PM
y0z! i'm back for posting. haha! today is fun! xD haha. form teacher isn't around for the day, so, we've 5 FREE periods! then today.. most of the results back le. WOOT! xD my social studies is back! got 30.. phew.. luckily not fail. ;p haha. next time i'll TRY to do essay 1st. x.x lols. A1, watch out, i'm coming for u! xD jkjk. then english, sure pass. i've got high convidence. :X pass doesn't mean i'm getting high marks okay? ;p since today, i've got 5 periods of free time, i spent them on dealing with my art piece! drawing and planning. i've jus updated it on my blog template so that everyone could see. haha. yea, it's the bunny picture. i've spent my bloody 4 hours editing this picture. x.x summore there's an error going on with the programme i'm using. i'll have to restart the whole thing and redo it again.. gosh.. it's time consuming.. -.-.. luckily i've managed to finish it 'in time'. haha. okay.. it's quiet late already. tml.. er.. 0.13 a.m. already?! o.O nvm.. later, i'm getting back my actual english results. haha. wish i've got c5 or better results for the.. i'm not really good in english thou.. haha.. wish myself all the best for my paper 1's result. haha! xD same goes to all the sec4 acadamic students! all the best, good luck! (:
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Saturday, August 25, 200711:04 PM
y0z! come post le. haha. at home very siann.. nth to do. edit pics until very sian.. so long onli half of the pic complete nia.. sob.. ): dun have scanner.. sad la.. i'll post one here after i complete for those who can't visit deviant art. ok, let's talk about today. today, went tuition.. late again.. LOL. cus at home.. use comp until half dead.. eye closing soon.. wanna sleep le.. -.- then forgot abt the time.. haha.. then in tuition center.. dizzy.. x.x teacher talk wad i oso dunno.. sleepy.. haha.. but then after lesson, very awake. +.+ dunno y. haha.. now tired again le.. lols. these few days hair drop alot.. x.x jus now swept my room.. found out dam lots of hair.. can't even count.. o.o.. omg. i dun wan become botak! >.< rofl. ehh.. i nv feel stress leiis.. tried not to use any strong shampoo liao leiis.. ehh.. y ar? lols. i oso lazy go c doc. :X haha. suan le.. -.- it'll cure be itself de ba. xD let's wish so. ;D haha. ok ba.. guess i'll stop here.. nth much to write today. x( kaes. cYa guys! good luck. (:
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Friday, August 24, 20076:02 PM
y0z! haha. sry for not posting these days.. was buzy editing my pictures for deviant art.. isn't that nice yet.. i'm still upgrading my skills.. xD anw, prelim is over.. got most of my results back already. haha. jus passed my chinese by 4 marks.. i've got 44/80 for english paper2.. paper1 results isn't out yet.. ): i wonder if i'd pass my english paper.. sad.. lastly, my social studies paper.. was onli able to know the first section of the paper.. 19/25 x( ... unable to get first for source based question.. how sad.. i was aiming for 23 or at least a full mark. :X haha.. nvm. at least i've got.. top 5 in class for source base? o.0 lol. not very sure about it. haha. gosh.. i don't dare to think of my total marks for my social studies paper. x( i've missed out 1 and a half out of 3 questions for section B!! was spending too much time on the Source-Based Questions.. goshh.. then teacher said.. "nv complete the paper / not enough = dunno how to do. " reasons: didn't study, that's y spent too much time thinking for the questions. hear liao like tio suan liddat.. ehh.. i know the answer 1 lor.. i REALLY dun have the time to finish the essay nia.. summore i write very slow.. i even note the points down on the question paper itself. ): sadd.. 1 and a half essay nv do.. wah.. xin tong sia! more than 10 marks fly sia.. my A1 gone ): A2 small possibility.. B3 oso dunno can get anot.. B4 oso dunno.. i dun wann C5 ): .. lols. nvm.. i'll try to speed up during 'n' level.. xD haha.. i'm stopping for now.. cYa guys! good luck to those who are getting their prelim results back. xD
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Monday, August 20, 200710:53 PM
hihi! back to post blog le. haha. cannot keep on slack mah. must be active. xD if not blog die liao no ppl come c le. :X heh. today, woots! dam happi. whole day in school SLACK! it's dam fun! haha. xD form teacher nv come. 5 periods GONE! 2 periods CCD, 1 period home period, 2 period maths! haha! then english teacher no come oso! chinese period dam slack, cus discuss paper. nv pay much attention, cus jus check marks nia. haha. so, can say slack whole day le. teacher never teach at all. haha. lucky nias. xD
anw, i've joined deviant art! since at home so bored, then should spend time practising my drawing and creativity. haha. anw, i'll be posting art pieces there. so, rmb to sign up for me and help me give/post me comments there okay? :X haha. jkjk. ok la. dun force u all. if u wan then sign up lo. if not, then suan le. ): lols. i've drawn 'shadows', being inspired by the post that 2dark've drawn, one of her drawings can be seen at the top of the blog, which is a part of my blogskin. lols. pro rite? ppl 16 years old nias. haha! xD sad leiis. dun have photoshop.. cannot edit or create images.. haiss.. dunno who got leiis. ): if anyone got it, please tell me.. i'm in desprate need of it. :X lols. anw, the adress to my deviant is : http://undead-gangx.deviantart.com/ xD haha. ok ba.. post till here le. anw, for buddies whose prelim results are coming out, GOOD LUCK! haha. okays. cYa guys! biies! (:
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Sunday, August 19, 20077:25 PM
wahaha~! changed blogskin le. woot~ xD i like this blog skin dam lot! lols. it's in red and black! my fav colour! x) summore the pic look's dam cool. omg. lol. becus of this blog, i spent then whole day finding song.. ask ppl for song, they dun haf.. ): sad.. then go search.. search until very long.. dunno for how many hours.. then now.. dam sad.. alot ppl say cannot hear.. onli i can hear.. -.-" maybe loading nia, but then ppl dunno? :X hais.. sad la. waste my efforts and time.. -.-" anw, i got these song from games or animes. (: pro rite? :X haha. wah.. cannot stand le la.. ppl keep saying that they couldn't hear the song.. omg.. ): suan le ba. let's say abt today bah.. er... today.. at home.. find songs.. for blog.. wtf..! nth to post la.. -.-" stupid song! Y ONLI I CAN HEAR THE SONG?! wtf larr.. -.-" hais.. realli du lan liao la.. who can help me check wad prob.. ): ok ba.. crap until here. xD wish my playlist can be heard sooner or later.. lol. x( rmb give comments leiis. haha. good luck guys. biies! (:
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Friday, August 17, 20077:06 PM
lols. almost 1 week no post ler. xD haha. come here update blog le. if not become rusty jiu bu hao le. :X 1st part of prelim over le. woot. sad leiis. n level jus 2 week away nia. lols. anw, who cares. :X jkjk.

had my 1st perlim paper on tuesday. MT. 1st paper.. wasted.. was able to plan a perfect story for compo.. but then.. not enough time to complete.. freak.. lols. bo bian.. my chinese too lousy.. kia si oso. then keep check dictionary.. waste dam ot of time.. x( then for 2nd paper.. infront hard.. behind easy.. but then not enuf time to complete oso.. zzz.. then after prelim, go watch MOVIE! xD haha. watch rush hour 3. haha. i bu guai rite? no go back home straight to study for my next prelim papers. :p no lars.. i everyday at home got read abit de. wahaha. xD then at nite study.. study until 2 am.. -.-

next day, social studies. cannot finish!! ): i know all most of the answer liao lo.. wad i lack is time nia.. sad lar. ): more than 10 marks gone liao lar.. so many 1 and a half essay haven complete.. -.- sad sad. spent too much time on source base.. no time for essay.. anw, this time de sbq quiet hard sia.. dunn realli understand wad the source trying to say. @.@ nvm la. at least i try my best. hard harder next time lor. lolx. :p

next day. english.. 1st paper.. write bored de story.. very bored de.. choose wrong topic le.. -.- teacher sure read until sleep liao la.. -.- then 2nd paper.. dunno write wad crap.. gosh.. wish i pass ba.. cannot fail.. if i fail then no hope le. x( sad sad. lol. after eng papers, come back, enjoy myself abit, since after the last day of 1st part of prelims is'holiday'. :X haha. WHOLE night play o2. play until hand pain.. :p till now oso haven cure sia.. :( luckily left hand not that pain.. if not no nid write le. xD lols.

then today no school. xD haha. only a3 have to go nia, 'holiday' :X. they cpa mah. xD haha. at home, SLEEP! (: few days ago, hair keep drop.. -.- alot of days nv sleep well. was studying.. haha. luckily haven 'o' level.. if not i bold liao la. xD haha. sleep until jin and yi come nia. then wake up.. dam tired la. lol. wahh.. sad leiis. tml have to go tuition liaos.. bu xi guan le la. 2 weeks nv go le... sian.. still got last week de tuition homework haven do.. -.- write zuo wen.. so mah fan sia.. can dun do mahx? haha. suan le dun go liaos. haha. jkjk. :X ok ba write until here le. good luck guys. cYa. xD
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Sunday, August 12, 20076:10 PM
y0z! haha.. back from malaysia le.. eh.. ah ma getting better le.. ehh.. not realli cure la.. but then better as in.. can talk le, can smile, not looking so weak anymore lol.. haha.. 1st day go malaysia.. almost kana accident.. -.- my dad drive too fast.. cut across lorry.. almost kana dao motor cyclist.. phew.. luckily nth happen.. kao sia that lorry.. know we speeding wan cut liao, nv slow down abit, nvm.. he still speed up den dun let us cut.. freak sia.. kns.. then reach liao.. lie on bed DEAD. cannot move. too tired le.. haha.. then my dad and my bro pang seh me.. go c ah ma.. they nv call me go.. -.- lols. then left me alone at home.. sleep like pig liddat.. zzz.. then next day, mum scold me for nothing.. she say i dun wan go c ah ma.. -.- dots.. i wan go de lor.. but then they nv call me wake up.. T.T

then 2nd day. ah ma no more hospitalised le. haha! happi. dunno y no more hospitalised leiis.. lols.. then whole family go fetch her. at counter wait very long.. -.- have to wait for doctor to tell us wad medi to buy for her.. zzz.. wait until very long.. abt 2hrs liddat.. wth.. sian.. when done liao, we go down to counter booth n ask for ambulance.. ah ma sick mah.. cannot walk or sit home.. have to lie down.. she move abit nia oso pain le.. so cor ambulance.. n wtf.. all of the ambulance were on duty.. freak.. have to wait again.. so sian.. then the nurse know ah ma wan go le.. all go c ah ma.. lols.. maybe my ah ma too friendly le ba.. know so many nurse. haha. ambulance came le.. then nurse have to carry her to the movable bed. (dunno wad name LOL) lols 1 nurse.. like buey song liddat. then pull ah ma de pillow. wah.. hurt dao ah ma.. my mum c liao very angry.. she shoo her off. then tell the other nurse beside my ah ma.. telling them the wrong actions of the nurse.. tell tell tell.. slowly.. she starting to teach them liao.. teach them how to serve my ah ma.. -.- she think she nurse liddat.. omg.. then talk for quite sometimes.. i sian diao.. have to wait again.. -.-

ah ma reached home le.. still lie on bed.. cannot sit up.. cus her bones got prob le.. she can't move much.. these days she at home sleep.. didn't talk much.. when she back, alot of ppl visit her.. eh.. bit by bit.. not all tgt.. lols. then my mum lucky. my owe my mum money de uncle come visit ah ma.. return my mum money. haha. he like dunno how many years nv return le. abt 16 years? haha. long rite? lol. ehh. owe not small amount leiis. haven return all.. still owe summore.. he's a bad debtor i guess.. -.- mum lend him money, suay lar. lol. actually, i dun realli like that uncle.. that time still cor ah ma go die.. and it was during the death of my grandpa.. freako.. lol.

then today.. coming back s'pore le. when she know we go wan back s'pore that time, she very sad.. hais.. wish my aunt take good care of her bah. haha.. sian la.. quiet tired.. in malaysia cannnot sleep.. midnite suddenly wake up.. sneeze.. sore eyes.. dam itchy.. also got alot of mosquitoes.. bite until my whole leg itchy.. cannot sleep at nite sia.. ): haha. okok. stop here le. dun write so mani crapps. xD haha. cYa~
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Wednesday, August 8, 20078:57 PM
y0z. come to post le. wahh.. sad leh.. tml have to go malaysia liao.. again.. omg.. i realli dun like malaysia.. liew.. go so far.. very sian leiis.. sad sia my grandmother.. y live in malaysia.. -.- live in singapore mah.. at least can everyday c us.. now.. hais.. i dun wanna go malaysia.. but dun go oso cannot.. cus i wanna c my ah ma.. sad.. actaully wanna c movie de.. -.-.. but then.. too bad.. cannot le.. sad.. hais.. then after coming back from malaysia, prelim starting le.. siann.. anw, abt today.. today national day.. lols. no bring books. haha.. morning wake up abt 4.. then wait for jin and yi.. can't sleep.. cus scared wake up late. haha.. then lend pe t-shirt from jin.. cus i no more red t-shirt. haha.. then in school.. watch parade.. lols.. then they march until very lan.. -.-.. wth they doing sia.. lol.. then summore today principle birthday.. then whole school sing bdae song for him. woots. then something happen today.. unexpected.. lol. that time teacher call us draw pledge card. i draw.. late pass up.. dam late. haha.. almost kana scolding sia. xD then today, result come out.. i'm one of the winner. woot! i was slacking, talking to fwrends.. i hear them calling winners de name one by one.. my mood was: "sian la.. faster say finish lehx, i wan faster go home sleep de lehx." then suddenly.. "loong xian" wah.. i stun diao.. nv noticed my pledge was on the screen.. lol. then when i go up stage take price.. lols. many ppl cheer. woot. haha. i 1st time take price on stage sia. haha.. but then, after me, no ppl cheer for the fellow evgians le.. -.- lols.. i famous rite? haha. joking. no such thing. ehh.. anw, guys, thanks for the cheering for me! xD hehe.. then the reward... wth.. got free file. lols so cheap. (haha.. i very tiao ti hor?) :p lazy take go home. take on hand very gao wei. anw, i alr have another new file le.. take 1 more for wad nia. haha.. so give away~ HAHA. lols. then give yi.. yi take half way then dun wan .. then give zi jie.. lol! i tell him, u wan take, u take, dun wan take, throw. lol. haha. then he diam diam take home. xD then after school, go causeway wit yi, jin and alwin.. spend $7 in one go.. heart pain sia.. my pocket got hole liao. lol. anw.. today very tyco.. haha.. in causeway , meet dao jolene.. haha.. then when she walk pass us, she turn away, acting like she looking at clothes liddat. haha.. cannot say the purpose.. if not ltr ppl angry wit me. HAHA. then at b1, meet dao tiff and yh.. lols.. so long no neet le.. haha.. woots.. then in food court.. meet dao band de member.. -.-.. lols. haha.. okok stop here le.. sad.. tml morning go malaysia le.. hais.. ok. cYa guys. (: HAPPY BDAE S'PORE!
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Tuesday, August 7, 20076:07 PM
y0z.. come blog le.. haha.. today no poa remedial. haha. cus teacher angry. haha.. 1st prob wit our class. noisey! lols. whole class keep talking then dun care abt teacher. teacher angry until diam.. then wait for us to keep quiet. ppl still talk . no care. haha. 2nd prob. today teacher give back out results for class test. haha. dam lot of ppl fail. i'm one of them. (: guess how much i got. 1/20!! haha. pro rite? i'm okay larr. got ppl more jia lat lor.. 0/20. :X i got reason 1 lor.. cus of my grandma mah.. depressed.. haha. :X 3rd thingy. we kept singing birthday song to her. LOL. cus this month is her birthday mahh.. haha. lols. then she very du lan. then she give up. she say : i guess u all oso dun have the mood to have remedial. haha. then all no go lor. lol. anw, tml celeberating national day liaox. haha. no need bring book. haha. half day. woots. sian. not in ava le. if not can whole day slack in control room, enjoy air-con. :p haha. ok le. post until here.. nth to write le.. haha. byes.
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Sunday, August 5, 200710:19 PM
hais.. come post le.. last friday took bus to malaysia.. to see my grandma.. parents not around, so my xiao yi took us there.. long time no see my aunt le.. cus my mum angry wit her.. then for 2 years totally never meet le.. actually, she quite chio.. haha. hmm.. i wonder how her daughter looks like now.. lols. ok, back to the point.. we took the air-con bus there.. then that night slept in bus.. very uncomfortable.. the bus kept shaking.. summore i sit near to the escape door.. while sleeping, i knock on to it.. then wake up.. about 5 times le.. then ended up sleeping for about 2hours only.. zzz.. then about 5.49am reach.. very tired.. get down bus, my eyes cannot open.. my dad fetch us to grandma's home.. mum not at home.. she's at hospital with ah ma.. we very tired.. then slept there for about 2hours.. then about 12pm, we went to c ah ma.. that time we c ah ma, she quiet weak.. i tot ah ma ok le. my dad that time on phone say she can talk.. still say quite healthy.. haiss.. kana fake.. dissapointed.. then she very sad.. only can see me and my bro for 1 day nia.. she missed us.. she brought us up from small till 10.. that time she wanna cry le.. she realli missed us.. hais.. pity her.. we have to go to school.. we couldn't stay.. then i heard from my parents.. they say that she can't live for long.. maybe it's the last time we see her..? i wish not bah.. hais.. sad.. everybody have to go eventually.. u can't control time.. zzz.. then that nite went to c her again.. she got fever.. then like wan sleep but cannot sleep liddat.. hais.. but today morning ok le.. she not having fever le.. but then she still seems sleepy.. i wonder how's she now.. hais.. anw, today just back nia.. parents come back with us.. mum go pray.. asking for grandma's health.. or should go back malaysia anot.. then tio bad de token.. jus know is bad token nia.. dunno meaning.. now mum asking for the meaning from my aunt.. aunt say tml then answer.. she say she tired le.. zzz.. parents would be around for 3 days.. sian.. no freedom... sad.. hais.. tml have to go to school le.. sian.. ok ba.. stop here ba.. i go le.. buaix..
who would be there for me..
lonely soul..
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Thursday, August 2, 200710:59 PM
y0z.. haha.. come post le.. er.. ytd, i heard that my grandmother ok le.. but then.. today.. seems weird.. my grandma wanna c us.. lols? sound weird.. how come out of sudden wanna c us.. like something is gonna happen liddat.. zzz... maybe something she wanna tell us..? lols. hias.. jus wish grandma is ok.. haha.. zzz.. y not saturday nite go.. sad lehx.. :X prelims coming le.. about 2 weeks more nia.. but then i'm still not in study mood.. lols.. anw, i'll be back by either sunday morning or sunday night.. gosh.. can't do anything in malaysia.. crap.. i dun wanna go.. ): sad.. ok ba. i go le buaix. (:
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