now i've realized, ageing gap is a fact.. many parents don't know what their child demands. they only think about themselves, they don't even give a dam on what their children think.. selfish.. no wonder several children ran away from home and not coming back.. which, in fact, increases the amount of gangsters around our neighbouring areas.. why can't these parents think and get their little bloody brain cells to work?! since they DON'T want their children to get into these situation, why not spend a LITTLE bit of time to realize their childrens' motives?! they aren't showing care if they think they are, they have to make these innocent children FEEL that they CARE about them. what about children, don't they need to show their 'care' back? children have no ability to work, so it shows no concern to their parents, it's not they don't want it. if they's got the ability to get a stable and fixed salary job, they will.. but parents have to demonstrate their concern FIRST! my parents are selfish.. a few hours ago, i just asked them about the matter of dying my hair. the reply gave were totally unreasonable! they said that they'll eliminate me if my hair was dyed.. my dad said that i'm only allowed to dye them if i've the ability to work and live on my personal account.. what's the matter of DYING HAIR?! it's not the matter of life and death?! and i'm not doing tatto which is somewhat ugly and unreversable!? am i throwing their face just because i've dyed my hair? if that's so, why not consider about other 70% of the other polytechnic students' and other ite students' parents? are they going to die just bacause their son had dyed their hair? anyway, it's my hair, my image, it's just matter of colour that i'm gonna change it, it's none of their business! why do i have to listen to them?! now, i'm here, just merely stating one of the factor my parents disagree with me, WHAT ABOUT OTHER FACTORS?! who the fuck'll care about me?! they also said dying of hair will cause cancer.. this really made me even more motivated on winning my chance to get my hair dyed! the ealier i die, the ealier i leave this earth, the ealier i leave the MISERY! for now i'll work harder and aim for a diploma certificate, so that i can find a job and LEAVE my home ealier and live alone! i'm considering on living on my own after sec5.. it really gets me irritated living together.. their rules curfews really gets in my nerves.. i've already decided half way through, although i'm not able get a good job after sec5, i'll go and rent a house, and get some money from my parents to buy lappy.. nad i'll get my job's pay to pay my rent and other expenses.. ok.. i'm stopping here.. bye..

hi all.. i'm back to post again.. hmm.. tml is the last day of school.. and it might be the last day for us see each other in sch.. i wonder who's coming back for next year.. i wish i'm one of them.. haha.. er.. today.. in sch, totally slack, we had IT lesson abt adobe photoshop, i expect it to be teaching intresting skills, but instead, it's useless.. -.-" what that was taught were BASICS.. so, most of our classmates ignore the programme.. lols.. then after school, me, kah ying, gaochang, jennifer and rui jie went to yishun to eat Sake sushi.. +.+ woots.. it's dam nice, and we had alot of fun there.. we ate about 70+ plates of sushi.. wow~ but we were aiming to finish about 100 plates of it.. sad.. xD after that, we walked around that shopping center.. gosh.. searching for psp's price, it cost about 300 to 400 plus.. depending on the quality.. hm.. maybe i'm going to buy it.. maybe.. cus mainly none of the games intrest me.. except for ps2.. haha.. but it's kinda risky to buy ps2.. hmm.. i'll have to think of it.. haha.. after that, the girls went home, i followed Rj and Gc to buy their dyes.. hm.. gc is going to highlight his hair light violet, while Rj is going to dye his tip.. hmm.. rarely see people dying violet.. lolx.. i think i'm going to highlight my hair after sec5, if i'm unable to continue sec5 and i'm going for ite courses, i'm going to highlight them at the end of the year.. i'll go 'repair' or 'style' my hair 1st.. then highlight it in 2 layers, brown and yellow, haha.. just wish my parent don't reject it.. if they throw me out of house, i'm gonna die.. x.x haha.. ok, cya soon guys! keep in contact. :D

Anime Blog
KARAS
It's about tokyo, something like Tokyo Majin, it's about ghost.. where this hero, named KARAS, saves tokyo with his mystic powers.. this anime so-called "ended" in ep4.. the anime suddenly stopped at ep4 and there's no ending.. i wonder y.. haha.. most of the character aren't that nice.. but when it comes to the fighting scenes, it's a totally different story. haha.. ( i just found out that i pays alot of attentions in the fighting scenes of most animes.. haha xD )

i'm back to post.. hiax.. these days feels kinda unpleasant.. something's wrong with me these days.. my face can somhow tell it.. to those who asked me about it, i just told them i'm sleepy.. cus i don't want them to worry about me.. even if i would wanna tell them, i can't even explain my feelings.. i'm someone who hides the feelings totally to myself.. or maybe i've no one that i can face to.. if someone force me to say, my common reaction is to lie.. haix.. rarely someone understands me.. ok.. let's skip this, i'll talk about today.. tml is hong jin's birthday.. i've decided to buy him a present.. so, during the morning, i went to bugis junction with jun wei and wei le.. we walked about 2 rounds.. jun wei was finding his bag, and i'm finding hj's present.. sadly, nothing was found.. but jun wei found his bag already.. after that, we went for tuition.. wei le went back home.. since my tuition center is at cwp, i went to comic collection to try my luck on getting his present.. but still, nothing was found.. during tuition, i've asked ronald to search for it with me.. so, after a class, we went to.. ang mo kio.. and yishun..? forgot the veneus.. lol.. nvm.. we went to several places just to search for his presents.. x.x now i've got him something.. now he's gonna owe me big for my hard work! wahaha.. just joking.. anw, HaPpY bIrThDaY hOnG jIn~!!


Anime Blog

Full Metal Alchemist(FMA)

This is about the 2 Elric brothers.. whose father is gone and mother dead.. after the death of their mother, they burn their house, just ensure that they don't get distracted on granting their wishes - to revive their mother.. this anime is full of alchemy. the story is intresting.. but it's kinda sad when it come to the ending.. but, u'll have to watch the movie, guess what? HITLER is in the story! LOL! the story really relates the germany.. i didn't know Elric brothers were germans in either of the 2 worlds.. : (u'll know it when u see the anime, it's related to 'the gate') it'll be nice if you watch it.. but many people blame the FMA movie's ending sux, all bacause of Hitler.. LOL!!

y0z.. i'm back.. yay, at last.. don't have to work for this week anymore le.. except for next week's tuesday nia.. so sian.. phew.. luckily tml hari raya.. if not i'll have to continue working.. haix.. how i wish schooling days will come.. i'd rather go to school.. -.-" haix.. saying abt it, school oso sian.. in class, no ppl talk to me de, sit in class alone looking like an idiot.. what i could do is to only "talk" to a sheet of BLANK A4 paper with using my PENCIL.. sob.. haix, ok la.. better than working.. during working period have to listen to both of my parents.. they keep pushing me jobs at the same time.. as if i'm an octopus >(-o-)< .. wth.. -.-" parents last time say.. while working, u're worker.. after work, u're son.. ._." nice theory right? lol.. working oso got advantage la.. at night.. since my dad's working location is NEAR gaylang, night got alot of ??? to see.. LOL!

anw, i've got 'ling gan' on drawing comic le.. it's.. o2jam..?(i'm outta ideas) -.-" er.. it kinda lame.. not only lame.. but dam lame.. ._." (brain not working well these days, due to the damage caused by working for long periods..) it's not an easy comic.. what you need to draw - A computer screen, a human, with 2 hands, and a keyboard.. and THAT'S IT! (of cus not!) i know.. this sounds kinda creapy.. but.. i'll try to make it interesting.. it'll keep my brains running.. lol.. but then.. i'm scared that it'll be like the last few comic i've done.. - do half way then abandonthe comic without an ending.. i'm doing the 'character development' thing now.. wish it'll really starts and ends my comic smoothly.. what i scared about doing comic is.. some of them don't understand what am i drawing.. -.-" gosh.. that shows that how WEAK is my drawing.. x.x omg.. speaking of this.. i kinda.. wishing to give up this comic already.. ._." sob.. wish this comic is successful.. lol.. i need motivation! +.+ sian.. who wanna be my background artise..? ): i'm bad at doing background formats.. especially in areanas where this comic needs it most.. sob.. ): i'll try to post the links of my comics to this blog once it's done.. so.. wish me luck on doing this comic.. once my motivation is gone.. same goes to this comic i guess.. lol.. ok, cya guys.. buaix.. (:

(i'm giving up the anime post.. there's no more than 3 ppl reading this blog.. and anime blog is utter lame.. i'd rather not post.. it's a waste of time.. -.-")

y0z! i'm here again.. trying to keep my blog active.. haha.. sian.. i'm just back from work.. and it's kinda tiring.. sob.. why everyone so earily sleep..? -.-" no one pei wo play/chat.. )': lol.. just played a few rounds of o2jam and a few lvl in AOA.. actually, today, nothing much happened la.. mostly tortured by my parents nia.. sian la.. i dun feel like working leiis.. although they increased my 'salary' ,but i still dun feel like working.. i dun need money.. -.-" i just wanna SLACK at home.. summore at there oso dam sian.. suan le.. dun wanna talk abt it.. i really wished that there's NO holiday anymore.. (so there's no need to go to work anymore :D) if not i'm gonna die from stress.. -.-".. haix.. life's boring.. wish something intresting happens.. :X lol.. er.. i guess that's all for today.. nth much to post during working days(BORING).. haha..

..now for ANIME! +.+

Tokyo Majin
woots.. this anime is mainly about tokyo majin(which means tokyo's monsters/demon).. it's a bunch of high school teens who went into the 'hunted' house and got their powers.. this power helps them to defeat the evils.. haha.. too long hadn't watch this already.. i din't watch the 2nd series of this anime.. cus.. there's no SUB! -.-" .. ok, here's a preview of the ep 7.. haha..



Ok.. i'll blog till here.. i know not much people will come and view my blog.. no point blogging so much.. haha.. waste time.. ok.. cya guys, good luck!

work work work.. i hate working.. -.-"

hi.. i'm back to post my blog already.. sorry for not posting these days.. wahaha.. yay~ n level is finally over. T-T wish that i've got good results.. i only know i did badly for my chinese and poa papers.. ._." since it's over.. then let's forget it.. lol.. hmm.. i might want to go to ite.. but then.. my parents will look down on me.. =___=" only ite got the course i want.. but poly has a BIG difference compared to ite.. it's gives more knowledge.. zzz.. sian.. try to get it sec5 first ba.. anw.. it's our 'holiday' already, but only until 16 Oct.. zzz.. sian.. cannot stay at home play comp le.. today last day.. tml have to go to work again.. work until 16 Oct.. nv enjoy dao holiday.. zzz.. wish parents give me de salary high enuf.. lol. :X sian.. these days at home nth to do.. mainly watch anime.. thn play game.. o2 jam and AOA.. waiting for ppl to play o2 nia.. sad..

play o2jam, go World 1 so sad sia.. i go any of the room everyone leave. LOL! like they saw ghost liddat.. most of the rooms i went in are the same.. i go in, they leave.. so sad.. lol.. now then i know.. alot of ppl are scared losing -.-.. anyone with cash songs? play with me leiis.. lol..
hm.. let's make things special.. i'll blog about anime today? i'll make this my LONGEST post eva! LOL! ok let's start with Darker than Black.

Darker than BLACK
Darker than BLACK has just ended at ep24.. ): The stories are complicated.. it's hard to explain in words.. mainly it's about the human Vs contractors.. the characters are nice, especially the main. Hei (his reak name) was known from 2 personality, one of them is 'Li', he used this name as his real life name to prevent people from knowing him. 'Hei' was only used in his group. his "code name" is BK201, a contractor.. anw, it's worth to watch! :X LOL!

Kaze no Stigma
Kaze no Stigma has also JUST ENDED! )): so sad.. it's also about contractor.. but this time it's one. lol.. he's kazuma, this guy, signed a contract with the god of kaze(wind) and gotten his abilities strenghtened.. the ending is kinda.. lame.. -.- lol.. it's not bad.. (as in not that bad, still can watch) but Darker than BLACK is better! +.+ haha..

KOF Maximum Impact
King of Fighters!! this anime is BLOODY NICE!! it's really short, but worth to watch! their fighting styles are dam nice!! hey, this is the only anime with the coolest fighting style i'd ever watched.. (as in hand to hand combat) LOL! it's realli dam shot! i wish that there were more.. 4 episodes of 9 mins.. omg.. it's bloody SHORT!! zzz.. anw, i didn't know the technology of 'Maximia' was so dam good.. o_O" lol.. sad la.. i didn't get a chance to see 'K' in action.. ): sian.. eh.. i don't see Andy in this anime.. ): haix.. nvm, at least there's Kyo, Yagami(don't seem that nice in anime =/) , Terry and Alba.. +.+ all my Favourites! (: haha.. oh ya, and of cus.. MAI! ;D LOL! i wonder will girl on the street dressed like that. LOL! If you can't find it, come find me, i'll tell u the links. (:

Ok, guess that's about it.. i'll post about more anime the next time i post.. all the animes i've seen will be stated in my profile.. haha.. cya guys.. enjoy your holidays~ ( why are all the cool animes so short..? ): )

o(T-T)o [Lambo]: ga.. ma.. um.. (gotta.. stay.. clam..)