now i've realized, ageing gap is a fact.. many parents don't know what their child demands. they only think about themselves, they don't even give a dam on what their children think.. selfish.. no wonder several children ran away from home and not coming back.. which, in fact, increases the amount of gangsters around our neighbouring areas.. why can't these parents think and get their little bloody brain cells to work?! since they DON'T want their children to get into these situation, why not spend a LITTLE bit of time to realize their childrens' motives?! they aren't showing care if they think they are, they have to make these innocent children FEEL that they CARE about them. what about children, don't they need to show their 'care' back? children have no ability to work, so it shows no concern to their parents, it's not they don't want it. if they's got the ability to get a stable and fixed salary job, they will.. but parents have to demonstrate their concern FIRST! my parents are selfish.. a few hours ago, i just asked them about the matter of dying my hair. the reply gave were totally unreasonable! they said that they'll eliminate me if my hair was dyed.. my dad said that i'm only allowed to dye them if i've the ability to work and live on my personal account.. what's the matter of DYING HAIR?! it's not the matter of life and death?! and i'm not doing tatto which is somewhat ugly and unreversable!? am i throwing their face just because i've dyed my hair? if that's so, why not consider about other 70% of the other polytechnic students' and other ite students' parents? are they going to die just bacause their son had dyed their hair? anyway, it's my hair, my image, it's just matter of colour that i'm gonna change it, it's none of their business! why do i have to listen to them?! now, i'm here, just merely stating one of the factor my parents disagree with me, WHAT ABOUT OTHER FACTORS?! who the fuck'll care about me?! they also said dying of hair will cause cancer.. this really made me even more motivated on winning my chance to get my hair dyed! the ealier i die, the ealier i leave this earth, the ealier i leave the MISERY! for now i'll work harder and aim for a diploma certificate, so that i can find a job and LEAVE my home ealier and live alone! i'm considering on living on my own after sec5.. it really gets me irritated living together.. their rules curfews really gets in my nerves.. i've already decided half way through, although i'm not able get a good job after sec5, i'll go and rent a house, and get some money from my parents to buy lappy.. nad i'll get my job's pay to pay my rent and other expenses.. ok.. i'm stopping here.. bye..