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kidnapmyheart
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
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ALEX :D
Loong Xian
28'o5'91
Woodlands, Singapore

ADORES &!
CHOCOLATE :D
ICE CREAM :D
SURFING THE NET :D
MUSICS :D
HANGING OUT :D
FRIENDS :D
MY LAPTOP :D
CLUBBING :D
PROGRAMMING :D

LOATHES &!
QUARREL !
BETRAYERS !
NAGS !
EXAMS !
BLAMED FOR NOTHING !
PEOPLE WITH TOO MUCH PRIDE !
RULES & CURFEWS!

WISHES &!
PS3 (w/ FF13 & StarOcean4)
PSP
iTouch
Get Fit
Get 3.5 GPA (Achieved 3.6 :D)
World to end at 2012
To be a famous game/anime's director

ACTIVITIES &!
Staring at blank
Drawing random stuffs
Reading manga
Playing games
Surfing the Net

INTERESTS &!
Mangas
Software Programming

affiliates
hook me up
Amanda Evangeline GladysC GladysK JingYi MingYi Vrinda Wakka XinYi YiYun Deviant
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scream your lungs

memories
scary flashbacks
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Tuesday, December 25, 200711:21 PM
hi, back to post le.. lol.. today it's lay egg(in chinese) festival! today is a good day for u guys to go out with ur partner [(add on) to make egg =x] lol! jus joking.. today.. parents work half day nia.. cus afternoon go relative gathering.. they all christian ma.. only our family buddist -.-". we 'join in the fun' only lor.. lolx.. had a small buffet there.. all dam delicious.. too bad.. bo turkey.. =/ all no money buy.. haha.. these days.. very sian.. mostly in maple talking to guild members nia.. but then sometimes they all bz leveling, no time chat..wo jiu sian, talk to myself nia.. luckily ming yi joined in maple a few days ago.. lolx.. if not i alr long ago quit maple le.. quit le oso nt good.. i'll keep thinking of saddening things.. without game, no ppl chat.. no ppl to talk.. no laughter.. i'll feel kinda lonely.. =( i need to play games or do something else to make me de-stress.. =( anyone else playing maple? i'm currently playing my hermit account in Aquila.. Ign: PyroNinja.. i only know yi, pei wen, mei zhen, gc and donald got play.. but recently only yi is active.. =/ siann.. so fast christmas over le.. no present, no happy, no fun.. what a boring christmas.. haix.. i dun think there's anything i could post le.. bb then..


there wouldn't anyone to cry for me when i rest in peace..
it's the feeling of lone that none could understand..
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Sunday, December 23, 20073:57 AM
o.O oh.. hi.. lolx.. been sleeping lately.. like about 4 plus? can't catch up with any attentions.. i didn't even know i was half way posting lolx.. was playing yugioh with gc jus now.. he kept wanting a rematch.. =/ was playing maple half way thou.. we started played since 1am.. till now.. about 3.30am i guess.. haha.. dam long right..? lol.. can' be blamed, he's not used to the system.. and i think he's getting addicted to it.. lolx.. it's about 4 now.. kept staying up this late.. eye bag, panda eye.. all come out le.. =/ sob.. can't control myself.. keep dun wan sleep at 12.. lol.. 1 documentary show said that avg person should sleep at 12am.. lastest.. if not ur body system would get corrupted due to the change of sleeping time.. but.. who cares!? LOL! my body spoil jiu spoil lo.. no difference de ma.. the most die earlier nia.. =p haha..
hmm..been wondering these days.. should i buy a keyboard? was wishing for one all these while.. everytime i listen to my music, i felt like i could play keyboard fluently in future which i dun believe that it's possible.. i know.. everybody says that it worth a try.. but hey.. u think money falls from sky? i wouldn't wanna sacrifice my 'so-called' hard earn money which have a low percentage of success rate.. and the keyboard i was wishing for are those with 'electrofied' notes.. unlike piano.. u know?=/ techno.. got it..? lolx.. not really techno but.. i forgot what it's called.. lol..
okay.. forget it.. let's start talking abt today.. hmm.. today while working.. during the morning.. there's this auntie.. came to me and called me "xiao peng you.."... ... wtf.. WTF.. wtf?! okay.. mind if i ask..? do i look like a KID?! o.O at least call me 'boy' or something else.. but wtf.. xiao peng you?! -.-" okay great.. guess i'm gonna act like a kid one day... LOL.. >.< my mum said that my face looks funny and somehow friendly.. =/ but y am i called xiao peng you?.. i'm the only one who's called xiao peng you.. the other teenagers were called something else.. which sound much more mature.. omg.. -.- okay let quit talking abt this..
here's the 2nd incident that gives total pawnage.. this customer came to buy some chicken wings.. around 10 pieces i guess.. which is tasty and yummy.. my 'friendly' mum asked him who's he's buying them for.. i was expecting that it was for his children.. but guess what?! he replied "they're for my dog..." FOR 'MY' DOG?! WTH.. that means we're eating DOG FOOD all this while?! WTF.. -.-? gosh.. i really feelsl like whacking him now.. zzz.. (totally nth to say..)
what i could say abt today is that there's full of 'surprizes' this day.. -.-" my aunt(on my father's side) came to eat.. it's dam rare that they would come all the way to eat our dishes.. lol.. it seems like about 3 years since they had come visit us.. lolx.. kaes.. i think i'm done crapping here now.. cya soon guys.. gtg and sleep now.. i wouldn't know if i'll wake up tml.. =/ body's dam aching.. and i think my fingers' are going to drop off soon.. been relying on them to carry heavy stacks plates.. now dizzy like siao summore.. =( kaes.. nites then.. i'll try to cya tml.. lol..
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Friday, December 21, 200712:56 AM
hihi.. come post le.. just came by to post while waiting for kappa slots to be emptyed.. hmm.. anyway.. i'd been playing maple fo a while.. 4th job is out.. but.. my equipment.. kns -.-".. total weapon atk less than 50 -.-.. dmg so low.. haix.. jus play for the fun of it.. i switched on ps2..looked at the disc.. sian.. all compelte de.. if not not fun de.. =/ then switch on comp.. stare at screen.. no ppl talk.. most friend offline.. -.-.. wad else.. play maple lo.. haha.. maple now stuck at lvl90... earning mesos.. 1 day 1m.. sad.. no fast money.. summore all eq so ex.. lvl 100 claw 145m.. pink cape at least 11m.. wa10 wg 30~40m.. haix.. =/ okay,anyway.. i've just gotten my results a few days ago.. hm.. it wasn't that bad.. can go sec 5.. but what dissapoints me was combine humanities.. grade four(expected it to be grade 3).. okay.. maybe henry's remedial will help me during my future ba.. i can help me concentrate.. at home, i dun think i'll sit there, staring at ss book for 1 hour de.. lolx.. now.. no matter i look at wad book.. more than 10mins jiu buey tahan liao.. eyes starting to close le.. even for comics.. i wonder how i pass o lvl in future.. can't even sit there and study.. =/ lol.. anyway, jus changed my blog song le.. this song i chosed realli fantasized me alot.. it's from naruto shippuden movie as well.. hmm.. guess i'm addicted to it.. lolx.. if this song is combined with determination as the begining song.. the fluent of the songs makes it perfect.. like as if the song is saddening(getter sadder and sadder..) lol..

hmm.. let's talk about today ba.. nth much.. it's Hari Raya today.. i mean ytd.. =/ parents gets to work later than before.. so we've got wonderful breakfast as the start of the day.. after then.. i went to tze house.. he showed me lots of game he completed.. like onimusha.. dmc.. FFX.. so on.. but.. none actually intrest me.. since i'm 'stuck' in his house, unable to leave with the heavy rain, i slept in his house.. (my common reaction)[slept at 4 and woke at 8 last night, can't be blamed lolx..] =/ he played his ffx while i'm HALF asleep..
after the rain.. he went to my house.. his main purpose was to search for good ite courses.. but.. instead, he played my ps2.. lol.. to continue his ff12 actually.. then ming yi came.. he called me to go photocopy the result slip tgt with him for tml's pass up of sec5 registeration.. lol.. i dragged him till 5pm(actually can straight away go de.. but i'm too tired.. so i went to slp while he watches tze play ps =p)..
so, eventually, at 5, we go tgt.. but dunno y, we pulled tze along with us.. (actually we 2 go can alr.. tze no nid photocopy de..) lol.. but okay la.. maybe the more the better.. got more ppl to talk to ma.. xD we walk all the way to 883, chattering and laughing.. lol.. then after photocopying.. tze folo me back.. while we depart yi half way through.. cus he wanna go home.. to sleep.. lol.. xi guan le, nvm.. =X
tze come back.. straight away search for ITE course le.. but then.. no result.. can't find anything good for him.. =/ he said he wanna ask teacher tml about going to sec5.. hmm.. wish him luck then.. not really sure how he's gonna ask.. but.. jus wish him luck.. if not.. he's gonna study and take exams in malaysia.. and i couldn't contact him anymore.. sad.. lolx.. then at night.. abt 9.. bring tze back home.. (he dunno how to come in the 1st place.. that's y i went to his house 1st to bring him to my place..) just nice.. mum reach home le.. luckily they dun mind me going out this late.. lolx.. (woot.. another step towards freedom =X) kk i think i stopping here le.. if i write any longer.. no one would read.. and i'm very tired now.. lolx.. so.. cya soon then.. enjoy the song: God's Will..

i felt like as if i'm being left out and isolated...
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Saturday, December 15, 20071:36 AM
y0z, i've just updated my new blogskin.. it's from FF XIII.. this is the first time i ever get interested with Final Fantasy.. haha.. through out all 12 Final Fantasys, none gives me the interest on playing them.. :/ except for FF XIII.. lolx.. Final Fantasy VERSUS XIII.. its graphic is dam excellent and the movies are dam great.. i've heard from the news.. saying that FF XII was actually going to ber the last episode but was extended to XIII because there were sponsors from other companies.. so i don't think there'll be any XIV anymore.. :/ how sad.. and shit.. this game can only be played using PS3 console.. oh great.. then how am i going to play this game.. nvm.. there's Kingdom Hearts : Birth by Sleep.. which also inculdes the characters of this game.. and guess what.. it's in PSP.. argh.. then when the hell am i going to play it? hais.. nvm.. forget it.. just wish that i could get .hack sooner or later.. -.- is naruto shippuden the movie(subbed) out yet..? the song that i just uploaded in this blog is the sasuke's theme in this movie i'm refering to (if i'm not wrong).. and the new naruto theme remix gathered with alot of other passed themes sound great.. hm.. since all the song are in excellent conditions..(except for the opening..) i bet the movie is gotta be nice.. haha.. if anyone knows the web to the naruto shippuden movie, please tell me.. xD haha.. nothing much to blog about me today.. as pernormal.. working.. back from work, play ps2.. nothing special.. lolx.. oh ya.. in case if any one ask, here's my fixed working schedule..
Working days:
Monday / Wednesday / Friday
Free periods:
Tuesday / Thursday / Saturday / Sunday
my bro's working on the alternalt days except for sundays.. lol.. anyway, the N level results are comming out soon.. wish i could get good results.. i don't want my parents to look down on me.. haha.. to anyone else who haven noticed, it's on the 18th and the results will be comming out after 2pm, so get ready.. haha.. kaes.. guess that's about it.. cya.. good luck for ur results too.. :)
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Wednesday, December 12, 200710:39 PM
hey.. i'm back to post again! it had been dam long already isn't it? :X sry, i've been buzy working and playing with my new buddy these day.. :X lolx.. i don't have to say who/what is it right? haha.. xD i've got lots of games to play with.. but non of them gives me the fullest intrest.. :/ when will i get my bloody hell .hack//G.U.?! zzz.. my bro helped me searched for more than 2 weeks and the result is still NO.. sad.. actually.. i didn't put in any effort on finding it.. :x haha.. at least my bro earns abit he've got my money to buy his games.. xD

guess i'm geting FAT soon enough.. each day i work.. i look at the wonderful dishes my dad display outside for the customers.. they looks so delicious that i cant tahan.. stomach will straight away hungry.. then.. end up eating 5 meals each day.. :( I DUN WANNA WORK LIAO LA! x.x lolx.. imagine satay pork.. coffee pork ribs.. curry chicken.. dried chilli chicken.. fried chicken.. fried crispy fish.. steam fish.. woot.. u cant stand it even by looking.. no wonder it's so tiring serving customers everyday.. :/

speaking about customers.. i'm getting a little annoyed by those who praised me 'handsome' or 'shuai'.. like as if i m really what they've said.. i'm not shuai at all.. :/ firstly.. if i'm shuai.. wo zhao jiu you gf liao la.. secondly, my teeth are crooked! (i guess i really have to wear braces some day.. :/ wish mum would offer me one soon.. lols..) thirdly.. do they have motive..? like having offer from my parents after prasing me? :/ someone tell me.. is it really true..? if not i'll be hating and getting annoyed abt it for life..

to think abt it.. i wish that there's realli a girl for me to love.. guess i'm already despo for 1.. been wishing for it, day and night and even dreaming about it.. i've been thinking till i'm almost mad.. haix.. would this lead to blind love..? :/ it's realli complicated to say my feelings.. haix.. i wish that there's some one for me to worry about.. for my to think of.. to keep my secret.. would this day come.. i don't know.. cus i don't believe that there's tomorrow, neither i believe that wishes nor dreams would come true.. haix.. guess i'll stop here ba.. bye..
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