hey.. i'm back to post again! it had been dam long already isn't it? :X sry, i've been buzy working and playing with my new buddy these day.. :X lolx.. i don't have to say who/what is it right? haha.. xD i've got lots of games to play with.. but non of them gives me the fullest intrest.. :/ when will i get my bloody hell .hack//G.U.?! zzz.. my bro helped me searched for more than 2 weeks and the result is still NO.. sad.. actually.. i didn't put in any effort on finding it.. :x haha.. at least my bro earns abit he've got my money to buy his games.. xD
guess i'm geting FAT soon enough.. each day i work.. i look at the wonderful dishes my dad display outside for the customers.. they looks so delicious that i cant tahan.. stomach will straight away hungry.. then.. end up eating 5 meals each day.. :( I DUN WANNA WORK LIAO LA! x.x lolx.. imagine satay pork.. coffee pork ribs.. curry chicken.. dried chilli chicken.. fried chicken.. fried crispy fish.. steam fish.. woot.. u cant stand it even by looking.. no wonder it's so tiring serving customers everyday.. :/
speaking about customers.. i'm getting a little annoyed by those who praised me 'handsome' or 'shuai'.. like as if i m really what they've said.. i'm not shuai at all.. :/ firstly.. if i'm shuai.. wo zhao jiu you gf liao la.. secondly, my teeth are crooked! (i guess i really have to wear braces some day.. :/ wish mum would offer me one soon.. lols..) thirdly.. do they have motive..? like having offer from my parents after prasing me? :/ someone tell me.. is it really true..? if not i'll be hating and getting annoyed abt it for life..
to think abt it.. i wish that there's realli a girl for me to love.. guess i'm already despo for 1.. been wishing for it, day and night and even dreaming about it.. i've been thinking till i'm almost mad.. haix.. would this lead to blind love..? :/ it's realli complicated to say my feelings.. haix.. i wish that there's some one for me to worry about.. for my to think of.. to keep my secret.. would this day come.. i don't know.. cus i don't believe that there's tomorrow, neither i believe that wishes nor dreams would come true.. haix.. guess i'll stop here ba.. bye..