hi.. i'm back.. hasn't been on9 lately.. dun kinda feels like switching on my comp.. lolx.. anw, i've been sleeping kinda early these days.. was kinda tired.. body been acheing everywhere due to that bloody pe lessons.. also had several bad stomaches these days.. these made me even feels more like sleeping.. but.. most of the time in the middle of the night, i'll wake up and couldnt sleep back although i'm tired.. haix.. my mind would suddenly be filled with thoughts.. so, every night.. i'll look down the window.. wanting to go down to have a walk, which was the only thing i could think of, but i felt that my body couldn't let me.. i'm too tired and lazy at that point of time.. actually, i really do like night walks.. especially during midnights which is abt 1 to 2 am.. walking alone during the night where no one is around u, hearing the music from ur ear pieces, looking up at the starless sky, while feeling the breeze passing through u.. i like that feeling.. it really reminds me abt my past in malaysia when my grandpa is around.. enjoying the night breeze on his motorcycle ride.. to think of it.. it's kinda sad..
while typing this blog.. it's kinda hard.. there's this force that stops me from typing out all my feelings.. i feels like saying out all my feelings so that i couldn't think abt them anymore.. but.. haix, nvm.. cya guys soon then..