I've almost got all my results back,except for Combine Humanities which i sure fail 1.. the results were BAD! ): i've got quite number of fails.. i failed my MT(i hack care this subject ^^), failed my Maths (i'm damn dissapointed abt this T.T), got B4 my for my Combine Science (i'm aiming for an A2 okayy?! :( ) but pass my english and POA! (YAY~!! :D) so many failed subjects.. how to go poly..? bang the wall den go and die suan liao la.. T.T anw, on saturday, there's a class meeting at parkway parade.. i'm nt sure if i'll be going.. cus i predict that i'll be BORED.. >_< bo friends.. i mean like.. no ppl pei me chat.. Gc, Zhenghua they all would sure be riding bike or do something else de.. while i'll stare at blue see watch nth(like an IDIOT).. -.-" Ys, Brant oso dunno will go anot.. summore it's 12pm~8pm, sure very hot in the afternoon de lorr.. so sian.. unless got ppl from other class or my out-side sch friends pei me go.. so, if i nv go, dun blame me ar. =p okays.. nth much to post le.. haha.. bye~ oh ya, happy Bday sandy =)

There was once, i thought that we'll be together. We'd play around, walk around in the city, talking craps, having the fun like we've never enjoyed it more. Shopping with her and waiting for her to decorate herself, which made it all worth while. Looking at her choosing the 'always fits to her' clothes and acknowledge her choice. Studying together in a different way so tht I makes learning so easy. And after the 'short' day, on the way back, we'll talk out our thoughts and hates, letting our pressure and hatred totally vanish. And to accompany her loneliness away and held her tears by hugging her, putting my arm on her shoulder so that she'll feel accompanied. We'll settle ourselves somewhere and say that we're bored, even though we're not. But afterall, they were just thoughts. I felt that it'll be too hard to be true. It's like 癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉 kind of thing. I knew I never tried. But there's just too many thing that makes me dread. Sigh.. Nvm.. Guess I'll stop. Cya then guys..

the day before, (22 Feb) was the end of my dreadful Common Test.. those papers were in the afternoons and i can't even get myself concentrated on studying those subjects the day before, my brain was drowning me to sleep daily after the common test.. most of the day i just come back and it's 5pm already.. i just can't stand this kind of life.. but.. life's always like that.. can't run away from it in any directon.. i'll jus land on the same spot after every struggle.. I've not been able to get back any results yet.. teachers were busy with their stuffs i guess.. but i guess the results are gonna be bad..

anyway, just after the common test, CabalSEA Closed Bata is officially opened.. i'm not very on to it.. cus i guess i'm gonna quit sooner or later.. firstly my comp can't stand the graphic(i guess).. for every 30~1hr i play there'll be one critical error.. and since i'm playing for power leveling, i'm at a losing position.. so, during the game, i'll just focus on quest itself.. anyway, for those who're able to play CabalSEA CB, my ign is KamishinaJin, add me in game please.. (Jin isn't hong jin.. it's an anime character from Dragonaut for heaven sake.. zzz..)

i felt like my life's in deep confusion.. i can't decide myself on what to do.. i've been thinking too much lately i guess.. and i just felt like banging myself on the wall.. and soon by the time i do that, u guys would find me in IMH.. don't know wth am i saying right? i jus don't wanna say it out in words.. that's all.. kaes.. i'll just stop my craps here.. bye..

hi.. i'm back to post, jus to keep my blog alive.. =p hmm.. this afternoon.. i went to jin's house with andy and yi.. we just went there to install FrozenThrone for him.. did a little play-around with them.. taught some simple questions.. talk some craps.. (that's what i always do =p) and went out to eat.. i ate till i was bloated.. x_X rofl..

then we departure from jin and carry on our journey to Orchard Road for the vertification code for close beta of CABAL SEA.. andy and yi was like damn excited to get the code.. while i was neutral, thinking about - life is boring.. anyway.. we waited for kian hui, which is yi's friend.. (yi's bro's friend /andy's eudemon friend/ my O2jam friend o_o umm.. as in not very shou de friend =p) they kept changing the venue of the meeting point.. but it was lucky for him to meet us on time.. while we just got on board the mrt, he rushed in while the door was abt to close.. o_o tyco.. lol.. on board the mrt, kh, having only one well-known friend, yi, stayed quiet, cus he's not very shou with me and andy.. i guess he felt odd ba.. =p i was like dragging him into our conversation.. trying to get him along with us.. (am i doing the right thing? =( ) but he was like haha, ya.. (as in one word lang) we took a little walk to our destination which ming yi felt that it was damn long.. lol.. guess some one need some exercise for a while, right yi? =x (just kidding) while walking, i was saying bad things abt andy and yi to kian behind their back.. (as in criminating joke, jokes i mean, JOKES! =X) and he was laughing at them =p rofl..( i'm not posting them out, blehh! =p ) once we've reached, we went up to the 9th floor.. i expect there'll be alot of CABAL-desporated players queueing up for the vertification code for registeration.. which i found one picture whereby these players queued themselves till they reached the main enterance of the cineplex.. -.- (CABAL vertification code distribution counter was on the another end of the cineplex) but there was only 1 person at the counter.. -.-" me, being the not-invited one, my registeration took long.. comapred to the other 3.. =( (i can't remember if i was invited or not.. i might have deleted my e-mail =p) but nvm, i was lucky enough to get the disc anyway.. so, we just went home after that.. while kian hui went on with his poly class meeting at city hall..

[umm.. from here onwards, it's all about cabal] =p
on they way back, we talk much abt CABAL cus.. i guess yi and andy was getting more excited on the game after getting those discs =X andy chose to become Force Shielder (being known as the "bull-shit" in other server without critical dmg, it is a good choice to choose it in CABAL SEA with damn-high def Awesome AoE for first class PvE! o_o) while yi chose Blader ( my job's rival =( ) while i chose Force Blader ( good in AoE dmg and PvP,except for Pking BLADERS [Argh! that's y i said he was my rival! Dammit!] ). We talk alot abt it.. to think of it, i rmb i mention abt SP.. and hey! i'm aint wrong, and the bloody book of guide we 3 recieve together with the code, it's not reliable! SP is the yellow bar which is under the MP and HP bar! and that's a HELL NO for it being the NPC/ MONSTER HP BAR! monster hp bar is on the top, middle! omg~ hmm.. related to sp.. it reminds me of combos.. firstly.. you require to have 1 bar of SP to use combo.. and i've heard that it's hard to control combo-ing skills.. i heard of someone from another server.. he had probably spent abt 10-15 hours a day, for 3-4days training on just plain comboing non stop to get semi decent at it and average at only 14 combo 3 kills.. o_o jus mere training of skill of controling of comboing..?! wtf?! it's like playing audi while fighting monster u know? -.-" it's still graded as - good , excellent and bad u know?!.. omg~ u still have to watch out for the skill's cooldown time.. lol.. jus wish that there's alot of people weaker than me in timing then.. =p lol.. kaes.. i guess i'll jus cut the crap here.. i'm going to sleep now.. and it's.. WTF?! 3AM?! (i wonder y isn't the time the same as the posting time) lol! kaes.. cya then, bb =)

i'm back.. sorry.. these days, i've been very sick.. i stayed at home for 2 days while i'm under MC.. it was like a holiday to me.. haha.. while everyone was buzy studying in school, i'm at home slacking.. but of cus, suffering from sick as well.. during the 2nd day of my MC, jin and yi came to visit me.. umm.. jin seems more like visiting my comp for dota / ps2 for devil king.. lmao.. after a while, andy came by and persuade jin to go maths remedial with him.. yi stayed boringly and watched tian wai fei xian on web.. although the last part of the show was kinda sad.. i laughed my way through.. i wonder y.. maybe i'm crazy.. xD rofl.. after yi went off, abt an hr later, my head started to ache.. then got abit dizzy.. pain until slp oso cannot slp.. sit oso cannot walk oso cannot.. then i try tahan.. tahan dao abt around 8 (2 hrs non-stop ache. OMG), i can't tahan liao.. have to go clinic.. i scare half way faint.. jiu called andy for help.. (my one and only option) didn't know so tyco he jus on the way home nia.. lucky got andy around.. if not i faint at home liao.. lolx.. andy, infinite thanks! =)

anyway, it's Valentine's Day today.. alot of ppl go dating after school.. while i'm in class staying back for the time-wasting chem remedial.. and wasting time doing the confirm-fail test.. and i really want to say.. this year's valentine is damn boring.. what i could do was only see.. not touch.. i wish that there'll be a year that i'll be someone celeberating valentine as well.. =( umm.. anywaym today is also my dad's birthday.. i'd jus celebrated it with my family.. we jus bought a cake as a gift for him.. there's nth much we could do.. lol.. guess valentine is ending soon.. for anyone reading this late, Happy late Valentine's day.. while for ma.. a lonely valentine's day T-T.. -end of post- bye bye.. =) guess there's nothing to look forward to this coming 'chinese valentine's day' then.. =(

hi.. so long no post le o.o.. lol.. anyway, it's CNY.. but.. i didn't really enjoyed this new year.. i'm SICK throughout it.. T-T it's just because i've got a STOMACH FLU which cause me to vomit, dairrhoea and fever.. can't even enjoy the superb food.. dun say shan zhen hai wei.. even drink water oso got prob.. drink nia feel like vomiting liao.. i could only enjoy collecting ang bao this year -.-" so sian.. anyway.. just took a two days mc from sch.. ( woots dun have to do presentation.. so shuang =x )

HAHA! jus found a new game, The Godfather! woot.. it's dam nice and fun.. it came from a series of old movies.. but i don't get to watch them.. cus the movies are dam HARD to find already.. T-T okay.. tell u what's fun abt this game.. firstly u get to fight among several Mafias (simply explained as gangsters' group) 2nd, u get to EXTORT shop owners >:) wahahaha, u can even kill innocent people, including police, raid shops! and of cus there're several exciting quests for u.. like car chasing.. or even running away from cops.. haha.. guess those who watch The Godfather would know what i mean.. haha.. hey.. if anyone got the show, please lend it to me.. xD kaes.. i'm stopping here now.. cya guys soon, happy cny~ =)