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ALEX :D
Loong Xian
28'o5'91
Woodlands, Singapore

ADORES &!
CHOCOLATE :D
ICE CREAM :D
SURFING THE NET :D
MUSICS :D
HANGING OUT :D
FRIENDS :D
MY LAPTOP :D
CLUBBING :D
PROGRAMMING :D

LOATHES &!
QUARREL !
BETRAYERS !
NAGS !
EXAMS !
BLAMED FOR NOTHING !
PEOPLE WITH TOO MUCH PRIDE !
RULES & CURFEWS!

WISHES &!
PS3 (w/ FF13 & StarOcean4)
PSP
iTouch
Get Fit
Get 3.5 GPA (Achieved 3.6 :D)
World to end at 2012
To be a famous game/anime's director

ACTIVITIES &!
Staring at blank
Drawing random stuffs
Reading manga
Playing games
Surfing the Net

INTERESTS &!
Mangas
Software Programming

affiliates
hook me up
Amanda Evangeline GladysC GladysK JingYi MingYi Vrinda Wakka XinYi YiYun Deviant
tagboard
scream your lungs

memories
scary flashbacks
July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 July 2008 August 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 November 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010
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Sunday, March 29, 20099:26 AM
100 truth

1. Real name:
Loong Xian

2. Nickname(s):
(By Andy and yi) xian
(By Jeff, Xiu Yan, Aaron, Wen Hao) Zor Gong -.-"
(By Brant, Jeff and Amos) Ah 龙
(By Yi and Andy) Loong tian tian -.-"
(By Hong Zhou, Dabbie & many) Lobster
(By Raymond) Lang Gao(龙沟)
(By Mum) 龙哥


3. Age:
17+

4. Height:
171~178 (IDK :p)

5. Weight:
75kg

6. Spec or Contact lens:
Specs.
(Contact lens? Not for my type :/)


7. Horoscope:
Gemini
(They call it the double personality :/)


8. Male or Female:
Male

9. Tv or Games:
We can't play Tv, so, games is the only option, right? :p

10. Primary School:
Qihua

11. Secondary School:
Evergreen

12. poly or jc:
NYP

13. University:
有你,我死定(U-ni-ver-si-ty)

14. Hair color:
Black

15. Long or Short hair:
Is there medium in the option? :p

16. Loud or Quiet:
Quiet

17. Sweats or Jeans:
Depends

18. Phone or Camera:
Phone

19. Health Freak:
Nope

20. Drink or Smoke:
Drink >:D
(I'll never smoke. -.-)

21. Have a crush on someone?:
No.

22. Eat or Drink:
huh? Drink medi count anot.
[F3]


23. Piercings:
No and never.
(I wouldn't mind having my heart pierced. ;D)

24. Tattoos:
No and never.
(Again.)


25. Social or Anti-social:
Half half.

26. First Relationship:
With LL.

27. First Best Friend:
Wei Le. After the 2nd year of Secondary, we rarely contact.
(Now he's my bro's friend instead. -.-)


28. First award:
Primary 1 Inter-class Competition Medal (Gold)

29. First kiss:
Who the **** asked this silly question?! D:

30. First pet:
Turtle and goldfish.

31. first big vacation:
China.

32. First love at first sight:
It'll never happen to me. :/

33. First hug:
My Pillow [F3]

34. First love:
This question was asked twice. -.-

35. First piercing:
I did it in hell, didn't I? [F3]

36. Eating:
Nothing

37. Drinking:
Woods. [Cough syrup]

38. Excitement lvl:
-1

39. About to:
Faint. I'm very sick right now. :/

40. Listening to:
What's up people? [By Maximum Hormone]
Death Note's opening


41. Plan for today:
Play Pool with fwrends. o_o

42. Waiting for:
Jin to come my house, thn go pool tgt. ._.

43. Energy level:
left 10% for pool. ._.
(Worked too much.. tired)


44. Thinking of someone?:
No

45. Hobby:
Drawing manga.

46. keen to learn:
Japanese, Manga Drawing and Animations

47. scared of:
Everything that emo-tards are afraid of. -.-

48. wealthy or happiness:
Happiness

49. want to get married?:
Yea. But with who? [F3]

50. want kids?:
2 ~ 3 kids

51. careers in mind:
Animation and Multimedia based stuffs
If possible, Mangaka. ._.


52. fight before?:
Nope. But I wished for a friendly fight. :/

53. most regret of:
Living on earth. [F3]

54. talented in:
Drawing ugly stuffs.
( Well.. I guess everyone is talented in this :/ )


55. weak in:
Chinese.
(I've got 'top' in school for chinese several times)


56. romantic or spontaneous?:
Romantic

57. Lips or eye:
Eyes

58. nice stomach or nice arms:
Both?

59. shorter or taller:
A partner that's shorter.

60. protective or caring:
Caring

61. hook-up or relationship:
Relationship :/

62. troublemaker or hestitant:
Hestitant?
[Who would choose troublemaker. LOL :p]


63. lost glasses or contact:
None

64. ran away from home:
No. I'm super guai. :p

65. held a gun/knife for self defense:
No. Punches are great enough to paralyze someone.

66. killed somebody:
Yea. Ants, mosquitoes, worms, snails and lots.
(They were someone of their previous lives aren't they? :p)


67. broken someone's heart:
Maybe? :(

68. been arrested:
No?

69. cried when someone dead:
Does my Ahma and Ahgong count? :p

70. missed someone alot alot:
In the past.

71. yourself:
huh? me? what about me? miss myself? D:

72. miracles:
ehhH? i know nothing about this. :X

73. love at first sight:
It's a repeat question. :/

74. heaven or hell:
None. Buddha is fetching my somewhere else. ;D

75. santa claus:
He's a REAL GREAT man, but he'd never give me any present before. D:

76. cartoon or anime:
Anime.
(Cartoon are for kids. :/)


77. tooth fairy:
Cool. Can she fix my crooked teeth? No?


78. kiss in the first date:
U mean 一夜情? LOL!
(一夜情 = Sleep with any random ppl for the night)


79. afraid of death:
No, not at all.

80. handsome or cute:
Is ugly in the option? D:

81. pretty or cute:
This qn Zhar bor ans de larhs. :p

82. reality or dream:
Make dreams reality ;D

83. is there a person you want to be with right now?:
No. -.-

84. are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?:
No. I don't have to explain do it? :/

85. do you believe in fate?:
No, I only believe in 'Cause and Effect'.
(Omg. I sound very Buddhism, do I? :/)


86. do you think you could change your own destiny?:
:/

87. do you believe in god?:
I believe more than just that.

88. how often do you lie?:
Very often. But white Lies only. ;D Cus I don't wan anyone to worry about me.

89. do you respect elders?:
Yea.

90. are you a good kid?:
I'm ain't kid no more. :X

91. do you like your family?:
Seriously, no.

92. do you like your friends?:
Well.. of couse! ;D

93. are you greedy?:
No?

94. what do you want now:
No idea? Maybe I just need more holiday that I doesn't need to work? :p

95. what will you wish for:
I wish for 3 wishes. :X
(Jus joking, I've nothing to wish for. :p)


96. a truth to 1st person: (Yi)
it's great to have u as my friend ;D

97. a truth to 2nd person: (Andy)
it's great to have u as my friend ;D

98. a truth to 3rd person:
Mum, stop being a prefectionist. It sucks. -.-"

99. do you even trust yourself?:
I don't know. :/

100. post as 100truth & tag 10 ppl.
1, Andy
2, Alwin
3, Shaawani
4, Tabby
5, Hong Jin
6, Ronald
7, Ken
8, Gene
9, Syahirah
10, Qixin
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Wednesday, March 25, 20099:59 PM
I'm not feeling well today, both physically and mentally. But in any way, I've promised myself to post today, so.. I'll have to post! TODAY! NO MATTER WHAT! D: (A-hem. Sorry.)


Let's talk about the previous week. Uhm.. and the previous' previous week? Lol.


On the 14th of March (Sunday),
I went out with Kai Jie. We went out to buy my 'Ankle weight'. I knew Kai Jie got one, and he's an 'experienced' user, (well.. not THAT experienced :X) so I 'called' him along. ('called'= he wants to come 3_3) He was there to reccomend me which one's better. (Ima skip the buying part. I'm doing blog, not story writing :p) In the end, I bought the one which is re-adjustable.

After that, I asked Kj to come along to Ah Beng's(Yi) house. But he wanna go home 1st, to take.. his.. lappy... x.x So we went allllLL~ the way to his house.. with my leg weight.. and allLLLLL~ the way to yi's house.( My hand was almost going to break. -.-)

I was there, slacking, watching yi sms with *censored* .. Kai Jie was trying out his new lappy. I sat there like an idiot. -.- After the boring while, yi asked me to L4D wit him. So we played 'awhile' of L4D while Kj stays at him room watching those video I introduced him @ youtube. (Example: Locking [By Hilty and Bosch] and Hip-hop [By Kaiten Ninja])

After that, Kj gotta work. So.. we pang seh ming yi alone at home. ;D Sorry yi! LOL! On the way back to Kj house, we talk about food. Then I mentioned.. Chocolate.. Ice cream.. Vanilla fav, Choco fav, Peppermint fav, Durian fav , Curry fav, Black Pepper Crab fav.. YUUUUUUum..mmy..? >_> LOL! Kj got back to his house, and got changed to his Mac uniform. And I went to talk to his elder sis. I knew her since Primary 4. We were talking about schools. We're aiming for Universities, NUS, while we haven even started our poly life. -.-
B4 Kj went to work at 768, we eat ICE CREAM! LOL?! :p Kj missed ice cream despite hearing those Curry favour-liked ice cream. :p


On 21 March(Sunday),
bought new jacket. Went to di siao someone. END.
( WTF?! SO SHORT?! D: lol :p)


End. Haha.. nothing much to post about le. Ima end it here for today. xD haha.
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Thursday, March 12, 200911:06 PM
I know.. I haven't been posting more than a week.. I couldn't find anything to post. Sorry about that.


Anyway, I'm gonna miss someone real soon. Cus.. Master Fang is going NS tomorrow! ( Damn! D: ) 华仔~!!! T-T(That's what i always call him in school.) Good luck! Dun die in NS k? :D ROFLs! I wonder when can see you again. byE byE Zheng Hua.. ): Any sunday when you're released from NS, tell me k? ):


-Forgot what to post-


Uhmm.. that's all for the day. I've posted 'alot' already, although I replaced the remaining lump sum with 'Forgot what to post', it still counts as alot. ;DD


Signing off.. ByEs!!

Bye bye 华仔.. ):
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Tuesday, March 3, 200911:10 PM
NYAAAA!! I DUN WANNA POST!!
GHAAA!!!! D: GYAHHHH!!!!


A-hem! Hi! Lawls. Someone forced me to post. S:

Who? :D
zHuzhU luhhs! S:

I didn't really have much to post today either. :/ So.. Instead of just updating my blog, I've decided to add more infomation on my prosonal info.. :/

(Does this even sound like a post? D: LOL!)

Anyway, this is for my zHuzhU.
xIa0pIggY!!! Sorrie for letting ya worry. D: Sunday if u come out Zor gong buy eU Merci chocolates kaes? :3

Okies! I'm signing off. Cya ;D
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Monday, March 2, 200911:42 PM
I've been wondering.. Since so many customers said it.. I jus wanna ask.. Do I really look handsome? Do I really look like a Korean?
It's not like I'm trying to show off or what.. But.. It really gives me the creeps! Since LOTs of my customers said that I looked handsome, everyday, I'll go home and look at my mirror and smile.. I totally don't think that I'm handsome.. -.- Then, some of my customers tell me that I look like a Korean star. Zzz! I went back home and look at myself again.. Zzz! I look more like a piece of crap than a Korean star! -.- Today.. someone told me that I can join Mediacorp's Actor's Audition cus I've got an actor's face(明星样). Zzz!


It's not my day today. No.. probably it's not my night today. I seriously feel uneasy now.. Sigh.. I've got loads of problems running in my mind. Probably nothing would help me solve my problems. Sometimes.. I just wish to hit my head hard and stop my brain from working. Sigh..


Crap finish le. Ima end my post here. No mood post anymore.. Bb...


I just wish to let go of everything..
And disappear into the realm..
So no one would ever find me..
But the pain wouldn't let me go..
It stays unchanged..
Deep in my lost soul..
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