I've been wondering.. Since so many customers said it.. I jus wanna ask.. Do I really look handsome? Do I really look like a Korean?
It's not like I'm trying to show off or what.. But.. It really gives me the creeps! Since LOTs of my customers said that I looked handsome, everyday, I'll go home and look at my mirror and smile.. I totally don't think that I'm handsome.. -.- Then, some of my customers tell me that I look like a Korean star. Zzz! I went back home and look at myself again.. Zzz! I look more like a piece of crap than a Korean star! -.- Today.. someone told me that I can join Mediacorp's Actor's Audition cus I've got an actor's face(明星样). Zzz!


It's not my day today. No.. probably it's not my night today. I seriously feel uneasy now.. Sigh.. I've got loads of problems running in my mind. Probably nothing would help me solve my problems. Sometimes.. I just wish to hit my head hard and stop my brain from working. Sigh..


Crap finish le. Ima end my post here. No mood post anymore.. Bb...


I just wish to let go of everything..
And disappear into the realm..
So no one would ever find me..
But the pain wouldn't let me go..
It stays unchanged..
Deep in my lost soul..