yoz.. i'm back from malaysia.. haix.. my grandma passed away a few days ago.. cried a little during the night.. i didn't want anyone to see my cries.. i hid under my blanket and cry.. lolx.. my grandma gave me realli great memories.. she brought me up when i was small.. what i enjoyed most was her cookings.. her rice balls, her fried buns.. and lots more.. she realli gives a kind heart when taking care of me.. it'll always hurt when someone impt to u passed away.. it's an experience of life.. i remembered when me and my bro walked her to the market, to the food court, the drive to malaysia with her.. and the time i first i ever handle a kinfe.. she've got the love which i couldn't express in words.. she's always caring, and concern about us, on her sons, her daughters, her son & daughter in law and her grandsons and daughters and all.. she's one of a kind to me.. she brings me deep thoughts.. i wish she'd have a nice journey to heaven and have a good rest in the peace.. haix.. i'll realli miss her.. anw, i had my hair cut in malaysia.. WTF it's dam short and CRAPPY.. omg.. i'm gonna look like a nerd for the whole month.. i can't believe it! x.x lol.. rawr! sian.. dun wan go out le la.. diu lian.. haha.. sian.. nth much to write.. haha.. i'll stop here ba.. going to sleep now.. cya~