the day before, (22 Feb) was the end of my dreadful Common Test.. those papers were in the afternoons and i can't even get myself concentrated on studying those subjects the day before, my brain was drowning me to sleep daily after the common test.. most of the day i just come back and it's 5pm already.. i just can't stand this kind of life.. but.. life's always like that.. can't run away from it in any directon.. i'll jus land on the same spot after every struggle.. I've not been able to get back any results yet.. teachers were busy with their stuffs i guess.. but i guess the results are gonna be bad..

anyway, just after the common test, CabalSEA Closed Bata is officially opened.. i'm not very on to it.. cus i guess i'm gonna quit sooner or later.. firstly my comp can't stand the graphic(i guess).. for every 30~1hr i play there'll be one critical error.. and since i'm playing for power leveling, i'm at a losing position.. so, during the game, i'll just focus on quest itself.. anyway, for those who're able to play CabalSEA CB, my ign is KamishinaJin, add me in game please.. (Jin isn't hong jin.. it's an anime character from Dragonaut for heaven sake.. zzz..)

i felt like my life's in deep confusion.. i can't decide myself on what to do.. i've been thinking too much lately i guess.. and i just felt like banging myself on the wall.. and soon by the time i do that, u guys would find me in IMH.. don't know wth am i saying right? i jus don't wanna say it out in words.. that's all.. kaes.. i'll just stop my craps here.. bye..